my mind says
it wasn’t real
never happened
all those smiling people
all those laughing kids
dawn to dusk good times
a dream that never was
wandering the state fair of happiness
ears buzzing
listening
amazed
to descriptions of the goings on
clowns on stilts
racing clowns on tricycles
beaming parents chasing joyous kids
here Daddy!
this one Mom!
family at its finest
and all the while
mouth watering aromas
tickling my tonsils
ice cream dripping down our shirts
amped up music pounding hot summer air
dancing like nobody was watching
because being blind means I can’t see you
and so , you can’t see me
no, my mind tells me a day later
I don’t deserve heaven
too good
too much
no way
it never happened
but
I smile
fingering the ticket stub
tio stib
Tag Archives: Heaven
Promises
I told myself things would be so I made this promise years ago yet, in the waining of my days that youthful zeal has lost its gaze the hopes, the dreams of star crossed eyes buried under life’s goodbyes but I was loved held heart close by angels whom I treasured most for when I came to be another promise made to me a force beyond what I could see has filled my life with ecstasy tio stib
Lookout
a sudden urge
and I was gone
to climb a trail
to search beyond
as sun and peaks
glowed into one
I found the fate
that pulled me on
wind worn and bent
steel towered high
Ancient lookout
time gone by
just me and God
as day met night
Up stairs I rose
to Heaven’s sight
surrounded vast
a mountain sea
rose peaks
of iced immensity
new friends appeared
to fill dark skies
sparkling lights
of timeless eyes
Cocooned and snug
With peeping head
I set sail on
my cosmic bed
Tio Stib
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